Author Archives: Silva Hrabar-Owens

Race

Josephine Kwhali eloquent take on unconscious bias (Kwhali, 2017) has finally made my confusion about unconscious bias clear in my head. What I have always struggled with, is how can we be unconsciously racists in today’s society. Are we hiding behind this excuse? Are we purely racist but are too ashamed to admit it? Supposedly intelligent people from higher education, inundated with communications from social media, papers, books, articles on this subject and we still treat people differently based on their skin colour. How is that possible? 

Paul Freire suggests that education is the key to enacting social justice (Freire 2006). Freire claims that education provides venues for students to achieve freedom, both intellectual and physical—the “indispensable condition for the quest for human completion” (Freire 2006, 47). This, he says, should be a primary pedagogical goal of all educational activities. But how is this possible with the power that teachers hold and their potential unconscious bias? This term of power, needs to be challenged and transformed according to Freire  (Freire and Faundez 1989). In his own words, “It is impossible to think of education without thinking of power . . . the question . . . is not to get power, but to reinvent power” (cited in Evans, Evans, and Kennedy 1987, 226). We as teachers have this power and we need to be able to use it in the right, inclusive way and not hide behind the unconscious bias.

In Pedagogy of the Oppressed (2006), Freire further explains the role that identity plays in the shaping and implementation of education. One of his most important arguments is that students’ identities need to be taken into account in all educational settings. They should not be approached as if everyone in the classroom, including the teacher, is starting from the same place in terms of social status and identity. Teachers’ and students’ identities are thus tied to one another in an interlocked relationship (Rozas 2007).

This has lead me to conclude that one of the most important aspects of my teaching is learning about my audience. Listening, learning, engaging and understanding the students and then relating the subject I’m teaching to these students. Every aspect of my teaching needs to be relatable to them, to make it meaningful and applicable. We share the power and we need to start from the same place of social status and identity to build a strong and meaning relationships and offer a safe place for students to learn. 

Another concept that struck me whilst learning and reflecting on racial inequalities and conscious or unconscious bias, is the Contact hypothesis: (Allport 1954). Based on this idea, if two individuals or groups interact in a positively structured environment, they have the opportunity to re-evaluate their relationship and possibly one-time enemies can become acquaintances or even friends. When people are able to deconstruct and even eliminate the negative stereotypes about each other, the conflict between them can be resolved. One real life example of this is my son and his bully in school. The school and parents have worked hard to educate the boy and his family about the negative misconceptions they have. Over time through affirmative contact the boy and his family have overcome these negative perceptions and the two boys turned out to become best friends. They play football together, they chat all the time and are even going to go to the same secondary school. The parents have also worked through their misconceptions and have built a meaningful relationship with my son and us. The positive structured environment of the school and education for both groups has proven the Allport’s Contact hypothesis. 

Reading through Shades of Noir I was struck by the alarming data. I will be using the text to further improve my teaching practice and show my the path to the right way, more inclusive way of being and subsequently teaching. It is a powerful tool to dip in and out.

Josephine Kwhali Ted talk video “Witness Unconscious Bias” 2017 [online] _[Accessed 23 June 2023].

Freire, P, (1972), Pedagogy of the Oppressed. New York, Herder and Herder 

Shades on Noir (SoN)

Faith

Wander what happened to Aalimah tutor (SoN, 2015)? I hope it wasn’t just do the anti-racism and equality training and go back to your job. We need to dig deeper and get more personal. 

What has happened to our society, when our beliefs are seen as threats? Education is crucial here and we are doing a great job with the younger generations, but the Generation X and Millennials have missed out on this and are fuelled with social media aggression towards other religions. Fear of unknow! We, as a society have forgotten what society is. We used to live as communities and feed off each others’ differences and uniqueness. Our generations have been taught to be individuals, competitors, rootless in the strive of individual monetary success. All to the determent of communities. 

Aalimah’s tutor needs to be given one to one sessions where they start seeing people as what true definition of people is. People with feelings, desires, motivations. People who love and get hurt. This session could be in a shape of Aalimah’s tutor meeting a person of faith and getting to know them. Being made to ask questions to learn about each other differences and the beauty of that. UAL Anti-racism Action Plan is a detailed document, but if we do not humanise it and have additional support then just online tutorials, we will not see a real change. 

Reading the Religion in Britain: Challenges for Higher Education, what struck me is how Christian UK really is with all the bank holidays and celebrations. I grew up in catholic country and everyone there was of the same religion. Now I live in a multicultural society but I’m still faced with Christian celebrations and events. To be more inclusive I choose a topic of one of my courses projects to be a development of the modesty womenswear range. The uptake on this project has been great and not just from the Muslim students. Seeing how a little act of inclusivity can affect the students’ motivations and results proves how much more needs to be done. 

Higher Power: Religion, Faith, Spirituality & Belief – Raman Mundair’s Guru Nanak and the Realm o Chlorophyll Cathedrals Mundair chronicles her evolving relationship to religion and spirituality, from her introduction to Sikh religion at home, to her encounter with Christianity in school life and later experiences with Buddhism. What struck me deeply is that living compassionately and being mindful daily not just improves the lives of others but our own too. I strive to behave in such a way in my teaching and private life. We are teacher have a responsibility to create safe spaces for students to learn and flourish. My example of modesty range is such a simple way to make students feel like they belong. 

Furthermore, in the Reith lecture Kwame Anthony Appiah on Creed, Appiah emphasizes the importance of respect, dialogue, and understanding between different faiths, urging us to embrace a pluralistic outlook that celebrates diversity and promotes peaceful coexistence. We are all different and that is what makes are so special and interesting. This is my daily moto. We need to celebrate who we are and create spaces for students to be able to do the same. 

Shades of Noir Case Study – Faith [online]. Available at https://issuu.com/shadesofnoir/docs/shades_of_noir_case_study_-_faith_[Accessed 21 May 2023].

UAL (2021). Anti racism and Action Plan [online] UAL. Available at: https://www.arts.ac.uk/__data/assets/pdf_file/0032/296537/UAL-Anti-racism-action-plan-summary-2021.pdf [Accessed 21 May 2023].

‘Religion in Britain: Challenges for Higher Education.’ Stimulus paper (Modood & Calhoun, 2015) [Accessed 21 May 2023].

Kwame Anthony Appiah Reith lecture on Creed, available at: https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b07z43ds [accessed o21 May 2023]

Disability

I watched the film by Christine Sun Kim. What an inspiration piece about the fluidity of learning and the power of  bigger picture. Struggling with my own disability and my acceptance in the society has been a long and difficult road. Watching the film has made me flip it on its head and look at it from both, left and right brain prospective. I’ve been diagnosed with dyslexia and ADHD at 46 years old. Being brought up in a communist country where everyone was supposed be the same, everyone is in a uniform and needs to fit in the “acceptable” box. I wasn’t acceptable. I didn’t stand a chance. I was an outsider, stranger, weirdo, stupid. Finally getting some answers and piece of paper telling me that I’m not a weirdo, stupid was nice, but only nice. The help I’ve got from student services was, dare I say it, a bit pointless. Slow, not personalised and plainly waste of time. There is so much information on the https://www.arts.ac.uk/students/student-services/disability-and-dyslexia, but nothing happens. We are so good at writing policies and making sure the processes are there, but the help is slow and if the disability student doesn’t chase it, nothing happens. 

#disabilitytoowhite created by Vilissa Thompson is a great reminder how we have failed as a community and a society to be inclusive and accepting. What it means to be of colour and disabled. The first step in creating a better community is knowledge and awareness and then acceptance. The evidence is there, in my 20 years working in the industry, hardly seeing any recognition for disability, let alone the disability from non-white employees. The time is now to raise the awareness and what a better way to do it, then through social media. The reach is huge and the impact is even bigger. 

Reading the article by Khairani Barokka, “Deaf Accessibility for Spoonies: Lessons from Touring Eve and Mary Are Having Coffee” I came across a term spoonie for the first time. When we talk and think about disability, we hardly ever talk about the tiredness. That invisible element of disability and how we should all be aware of it and accommodate for it. Spoons being a metaphor for energy, it is so appropriate you use it to define people you have limited number of spoons each day. A key lesson I learned from Barokka is the importance of clear understanding of your audience. One size doesn’t fit all and we need to adaptable and flexible. 

I’m an adult that has dealt with my inability to properly read and write for over 4 decades, but the 18 year olds today stand no chance. Some students wait for 6 months to be assessed, when they are well into their 1st year of studying with many assessments deadlines come and gone. 4 months after being diagnosed, I’m still waiting for the Study Needs Assessment from SFE. What hope there is for young students, who are not members of staff and studying on PgCert course. I’m very hyper and sometimes appear manic. I have spoken to my manager what things I need to be able to function in the working environment. This has been dealt with due to my own accord and confidence. When it comes to me being a student, nothing has been done apart from getting an ISA. Most of us don’t need more time, we are all individuals and need personal assessments. I’m still waiting for mine. I’ll probably finish my PgCert before I get one. 

Reading the Journal from Shades of Noir (SoN) around Disability, the Academic Truth by Anonymous her/she struck me. The vulnerability the disability creates. More then anything this passage rung the truth and made me weep with sadness. Mine and everyone else who is in the same position. But what does it mean when my peers build walls and masks that means often we can’t rach each other with the one thing we are all supposed to have in common…. humanity? (considering) human being collectively (benevolence) (SoN, p.90)

Going back to the film. What a beautiful way to look at disability. If only we could use all the senses. To hear, see, smell. The bigger picture. 

Bibliography

Selby, the (2011). Christine Sun Kim – 10minVimeo. Available at: https://vimeo.com/31083172

UAL (2020). Disability and dyslexia [online] UAL. Available at: https://www.arts.ac.uk/students/student-services/disability-and-dyslexia [accessed 20 May 2023]

Shades on Noir, available at: https://issuu.com/shadesofnoir/docs/disabled_people [accessed 20 May 2023]

Vilissa Thompson (2017), #DisabilityTooWhite available at: https://www.huffpost.com/entry/confronting-the-whitewash_b_10574994?guccounter=1 [accessed 20 may 2023]

Khairani Barokka, ‘Deaf Accessibility for Spoonies: Lessons from Touring Eve and Mary Are HavingCoffee’ [accessed 20 may 2023]

Teachers as Learners?

Another blog another rant. Well maybe it is not a rant, but a self-debate about how to enhance my teaching. Reading Gloria Dall’Alba’s article on “Improving Teaching: Enhancing Ways of Being University Teachers”, what struck me was that Dall’Alba’s approach may not provide enough guidance for teachers who are just starting out in their careers, who may be struggling with specific teaching challenges or are not teaching in humanities and social sciences. Teachers in more technical or scientific fields may find this article less applicable to their teaching practices. Where is the guidance for scientists, business teachers, technicians? 

On the other hand, what I really liked was the insightful perspective on the importance of personal development of university teachers, their ways of being as a teacher and how crucial this is for effective teaching and learning. By encouraging teachers to reflect on their own beliefs and values, and to engage in ongoing personal development, Dall’Alba provides a valuable framework for teachers to improve their teaching practice and their own well-being. 

Her exploration of the relationship between teaching and learning and how intertwined they are, struck a cord with me. The importance of creating a supportive and inclusive learning environment which fosters critical thinking, creativity and engagement. Seems so logical and simple, but from what I have seen in my limited time teaching, is definitely not the case. Not sure if this article has found me or I found it, but it feels like it was written in the starts for me to read it. It gave me reassurance, that my own inner exploration, my beliefs and values are such important factors when developing my teaching practice. Dall’Alba’s report is not a sufficient report on it’s own, but it certainly give me guidance of how higher education teacher s can improve their teaching and own well-being. 

Private (Privileged) Higher Education

I had a write a reflection on the article by John Holmwood: Race and the Neoliberal University. 

I come to London at 15 years old, not speaking the language or knowing the culture. To say it was a sock to the system and has affected, deeply, the rest of my life is an understatement. My family and I escaped the war in ex-Yugoslavia and came here to find a better life. My dad had a job, but we were still looked down upon by the English community.  

What resonated with me reading through the article was the unfairness of the education system. Why does someone with lots of family money deserve a better education then me. I went to a state school to finish my secondary education and then to university. Luckily by that time my parents had £3000 to pay for my yearly tuition and I was able to pursue my dreams of higher education. But why am I so special, why am I allowed to embrace this learning opportunity? Isn’t the purpose of education to make the world a better place? So how come only the privileged people are allowed to exercise that purpose. 

Now, in my 40s and on the other side of the education I still question it and cannot let it go. Being part of UAL EDI committee, my role is to challenge the status quo and, together with my EDI peers, come up with solutions to intergrade all and we do mean all. It’s not just being allowed to study but also what content we are teaching and who and how we are teaching. Are we teaching facts or are we teaching exploration and development of thought?

But the higher education system is just like private lower education. Is this market correct? It appears to highly skewed towards the wealthy? Does education fuel capitalism? Are we teaching money, status, greed or our we teaching something else? 

What would be interesting to see from this article is data. Data on when the education was free, what happened to the university graduates then. Where did they go, what did they do, how did they lives turned out? The interesting thing would be determining the questionnaire criteria and the success measures. What is success and how do we measure it? Money, impact to the society, wellness, community…. The list goes on. 

Micro-teaching seminar

Microteaching session overview 

Not sure if this is part of my assessment or not, but I wanted to write about my experience yesterday during the microteaching seminar.

I got an immense amount out of my peers’ presentations and all but one got some fantastic crits. I’ve listened and learned and wasn’t judgmental about any teaching styles or the topics they were teaching. Some of them were quite obscure for a mathematician like me, but I was open minded and willing to learn. The same attitude wasn’t offered to me. I was the one who didn’t get a good crit. I have to admit, I was unprepared and wanted to have a discussion session rather than a 20 min presentation, which turned into a vicious attack on me. The dynamics of the group were difficult and rather judgmental, which I wasn’t ready for. The attacks were personal and very hurtful. I was made to feel unprepared, not a teacher, not being able to control the room and ultimately stupid. I’m very new to teaching and am now seriously considering if this is the right path for me. I don’t feel welcomed, supported or safe in that toxic environment. All of my peers and tutor felt offended about the topic that I chose. I do understand that the data analytics and online shopping is a taboo subject for creatives in the room, but that is the reason why I chose to have a lively debate. The whole concept was misunderstood but I wasn’t given a chance to explain. The attacks kept on coming and I shrunk, disappeared. This experience has alienated me from the group and is making me reconsider my choices. This programme was about learning in a safe space, but it certainly didn’t feel like that to me. So much judgement was present yesterday and people’s own insecurities highlighted. 

I love sharing my knowledge, I love the energy of young students, their desire to live, play and learn. I get so much out of teaching, but yesterdays’ experience has put a negative spin on it. I’ve learnt so much from microteaching. All the different techniques, all the different interactions with the audience, tools we can use to get our point across. The silence and body movement were particularly interesting ways to teach, but sadly most of the content from microteaching cannot be used in teaching my units, the business side of fashion. The one thing I will take from the seminar is kindness and how important it is. Regardless of circumstances, everyone deserves it. Not me yesterday. 

Face to face

What a day yesterday. 

We had our first face to face all day session and it was fantastic. Not just because I was in a room full of people with similar ideals, values, issues and concerns, but also the content we have covered. 

The morning was all about different quotes and what they mean to us, how do we interpret them. The discussions were very insightful and what resonated with me was turning fear into excitement, risk into opportunity. The students and us as teachers have a level of fear in us, but that fear is manifested with the same body reactions as excitement. It’s only our brain telling that we are scared rather the excited. Working on the our and our students thoughts will hopefully turn a quiet group sessions into lively atmospheric events. 

We also talked a lot about risk and how students don’t want to talk, express themselves as there is a risk of failure. We, again as teachers, need to instil in them safety so there is a constant flow of information without the risk of losing face in front of their fears. There was a great comment from one of my peers, about how different cultures have different levels of risk and we have to very mindful of that. 

The afternoon was about different sizes of group work their pros and cons. Lectures, seminars, tutorials and crits/presentations. It was very insightful listening to everyone’s opinions about different sizes of group sessions and how they find them. What I found very interesting is how many negative things come out for tutorials and I always thought these are the best, most enriched sessions. This brought of pastoral care for students and another huge discussion began. Why are we taking on so much responsibility for students wellbeing and there is so much pressure on us. Some great suggestions were made, but this has left me feeling a bit vulnerable. It is my duty of care and being a mother of 3, the students are someone’s’ child, so it’s my duty to protect them and help them while they are not in the safety of their own families and homes. Or is it? Something to think about. 

Silva